haha I’m a fucking piece of shit
see when there’s anything that’s not okay to me in my life I just like to grab it and magnify it 3000 fucking times and then I decide that’s not enough so I go about 500x more and that’s still a little small to me so I repeat that entire fucking process until I’m dragging myself into hell by my ankles and I can’t feel any part of my mind
In 1983 a man was tested to see if he could sense god if all his senses were taken away. Every sense nerve in his brain was disconnected. He could not feel, hear, see or smell. He began reporting he could hear the voices of the dead and gave precise details that he could have not known. He then said he could see them and began clawing at his eyes, it turned to screaming and biting chunks of his flesh off. His last words were “I have spoken with God, and he has abandoned us” and died.
this is terrifying
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